they shot me full of ephedrine

est

2008-12-02T22:28:28Z

I'm in!

\o/

Well, sort of. I still need to get approved for the Y!group (when did Yahoo get so compomplicated?), get approved to pick up Matt (I don't see why I wouldn't, though) and get some journals made. XD; *shakes fist at journalfen*

His bio/info is mostly written up, though I keep editing and editing and editing some more. XD;

*bounces*

And of course I'm going out of town like. Tomorrow.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-12-01T08:50:00

2008-12-01T13:50:31Z

For oh_johnny_ and tasyfa

He may not be in the RP yet, but I would like to share with you both a picture of My Matty getting the beat down by an off-broadway music director \o/

Someone take my internet away, pls.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-12-01T07:29:00

2008-12-01T12:29:54Z

THE WEEKEND IS OVER.

*prances in a nervous circle*

Had to go and apply. Now I can't stop checking my e-mail six thousand times a day. Just waiting. WHAT IF I SUCK. ._.!

Matt won't leave me alone. I mean, seriously. I keep having to remind him that we're probably going to have to start with friendships before we progress immediately into the kink.

*prances some more*

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-11-28T06:30:00

2008-11-28T11:30:19Z

I just sent a couple writing samples off to the mod at the Establishment RPG.

And. the fretting. Begins.

NOW.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-09-20T15:38:00

2008-09-20T19:38:49Z

Meme taken from edgiko

The Hypothetical AU Meme: Take any one of the fandoms you know I write in (or think I should), and give me a type of AU (space opera AU, pirate AU, superhero AU, Ancient Rome, etc). I will then explain what story from your chosen fandom I would write for your chosen type of AU.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-09-02T08:24:00

2008-09-02T12:24:48Z

Ganked from crossbow1 and dearmisswhite.

I'm just going with the things on butyoumight so it might be missing some stuff. Especially since I haven't written anything in AAAAAGES.

Since I had a lot of chaptered stuff lately, each chapter that shows up will definitely have it's own line. XD

Post the first line from your 25 most recent fanfics and try to find a pattern.

1- The thing Gerard liked most about New York was that, even with smog and pollution and six thousand people milling around at every hour of every day, he could still breathe, somehow.

2- It was a little too warm in the room, though Ray was aware that his hair half-covering his face probably wasn’t helping.

3- Fink snarled at the crash that punctuated his bottle of rum smashing on the floor.

4- The giggle was unusually high pitched.

5- Billie Joe left John on the roof.

6- The purr in Frank's throat matched the familiar purr of the needle as it buzzed across his skin, making his fingertips tingle.

7- "You're fucking kidding me."

8- Sometimes, unexpected things, impossible things, happen.

9- Gerard blinked, startled, and turned to his boyfriend.

10- It was raining.

11- Jamia Nestor hadn't had a cigarette in over a year, not since she had temporarily taken up chain smoking in an effort to curb anxiety related to fear for the life of her best friend, practically brother, Frank.

12- Gerard lifted a hand into the air, waving widely.

13- Gerard told himself that the only reason he was taking such a risk was that the other boy was the only person in his line of sight that looked nearly as bored as he did.

14- Reflexive reserve kept Frank's eyes shut as he drifted back into consciousness.

15- 'This heist brought to you courtesy of The Manhattan Project.'

16- Frank blinked, eyes rapidly refocusing on the fingers snapping less than an inch from his nose.

17- The full moon had come and gone, but new moon or full didn't make any difference; in a month the weather had taken a turn for the worse, and thick black clouds blocked any hopeful light from reaching the earth, drizzling cold rain soaking the beach beyond where even the tides could reach.

18- Gerard tugged his shirt off over his head, folding it carefully, setting it down on the sand, standing straight again and tilting his head back, facing the sky, slowly breathing in the salt-sweet air.

19- Ray knew, from the moment Frank's face had lit up at the concept, that this was a terrible idea.

20- "Ah, shit, you're bleeding."

21- Gerard vaguely shook himself as he stepped into the sort-of clean-ish air above ground.

22- Ray used his elbow to open the door to his apartment, juggling a bag of groceries, a pile of mail, and a guitar case all at the same time.

23- The taxi was incongruous as it pulled up to the scene.

24- Gerard hung up the phone and continued puttering about the kitchen, exploiting his lack-luster skills in cooking, which still bypassed Frank's tendency to burn any and every thing he touched while within five feet of the stove.

25- Sometimes Frank wondered how he got into certain predicaments.

So I am apparently very fond of commas and run-on sentences. Awesome.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-08-18T21:38:00

2008-08-19T01:38:23Z

A meme Simon tagged me for. I wasn't going to do it, but why the fuck not? Might as well. Whatever.

Sometimes it's ok to pimp yourself out. Post a list of your top five fic-favorites you've written, regardless of fandom or the reason you love them. This isn't about the BEST things you've written, but what you LOVE most. ~~Then tag five other people to do the same.~~

5- Crossing Parallels [Fandom: The Beatles/Green Day]
The entire universe, really. This was my brain child and my baby for over a year, and I am still very proud of it in my way. Which just means that I am not utterly ashamed of it. The main story is Fact: Marijuana Induces Time Travel and White Valentines. Everything else was just playing around in this universe where time travel happens when necessary. It's an idea I have considered toying with in original fiction or other fanfic as well. There was supposed to be a third part to the main story, probably titled And In the End.... There might still be. We'll see.

4- Transcendental: A Teenaged Fantasy [Original Fiction]
This was the first original idea I ever had that I thought I might actually be able to make into something of length. I never suceeded (though I did very nearly complete the short play version) and now this one chapter is all that remains, except for the characters living on in my head. Though, having just re-read this chapter, it made this list quite suddenly, and maybe one day I'll go back to it, re-write and finish it. I know the ending, the entire story is in my head. It just needs the right media (fun fact: I have contemplated Transcendental as a novel, a novella, a short play, a full length play, or a film).

3- March Into the Sea/Parting of the Sensory [Fandom: My Chemical Romance]
Simon says March Into the Sea is the best thing I have ever written. I don't know so much about that, but I do know that I am proud of it, as well as Parting of the Sensory. They were both marginally inspired by the songs from a Modest Mouse album that I borrowed the title from, and a few months ago, upon listening to the album, I realized I could probably turn this situation into a novella. Because the end of Parting isn't the end of the story, really. I don't know if I ever will actually write any more of the story (Florida, Fire It Up and We've Got Everything are some of the songs that have fic-ideas attached) but there's always the possibility of actually writing the entirety of the We Were Dead Before the Ship Even Sank saga. '

2- Tiny Cities Made of Ashes [Fandom: My Chemical Romance]
This is an AU that I am so obscenely proud of. Unfortunately, I began writing it just before a fairly hard time for Simon and I, emotionally and financially and sundry other ways. So I lost the muse midway through. And then my old laptop crashed and took my plot outlines with it. So, if I want to go back to Tiny Cities I'm going to need a lot of Modest Mouse, and a lot of re-reading and writing time. But it's something I have been planning on at least finishing for a while yet. There's also a prequel about Ray and Frank in the works based on Boys of Summer (primarily the Ataris version) which means that I would also need to write a Bob/Gerard prequel. :P

1- It's Raining, It's Pouring [Fandom: My Chemical Romance]
This really is my favorite thing I have ever written. For one thing: IT'S COMPLETE (the only completely completed thing on this list. nice). For another, it was inspried by two of my favorite men in the world: James Patterson and Quinten Tarantino. I have a thing for the sleuthy detective investigatory genre. And I had way too much fun with this fic. I'd started a sequel, but it's tapered off since then. If I ever go back to this universe, it will probably not be Sing a Song of Sixpence that results. Though, I killed off most of My Chem and that's kind of sad. But anyway. I love IR,IP.

And furthermore, some questions about writing!

I'm going to avoid including RP and the associated characters here, because that makes it too easy.

What's the last thing you wrote?
About half of the first proper chapter of Back in the Saddle aka the Rodeo Fic. That was like two weeks ago. Way to go, muse.

Was it any good?
It's alright, but obviously I'm having trouble finishg it.

What's the first thing you ever wrote that you still have?
I can't really answer this question. I've lost computers upon computers. I've moved too many times. I've lost so much stuff. I had a dream the other night that I found the file-folder that I kept Here and Gone in back in the day, all brighly colored and mod. I was sad when I woke up and it wasn't true. The oldest thing I probably have access too is the X-Men movie-verse fanfic archived on my old ff.net account.

Write poetry?
I used too. It was so awful.

Angsty poetry?
I did. Again, fucking awful.

Most fun character you ever wrote?
I had a lot of fun writing Frank in IR,IP. Also, any time I write Tre Cool is great fun.

Most annoying character you ever wrote?
Naomi from Transcendental was pretty obnoxious. She never did what I wanted her too, she was always changing her mind.

Best plot you ever wrote?
I stand by It's Raining, It's Pouring. Partly because it's the only solidified plot I've ever finished.

Coolest plot twist you ever wrote?
The end of Transcendental had a twist.

How often do you get writer's block?
Always.

How do you fix it?
I can't. It goes away on it's own, flares up on it's own. I just wait for it to subside, and am there waiting with a word processor when it fades.

Do you type or write by hand?
I type. My handwriting is awful and my hand is fairl weak after a long time. I only hand-write when I have no computer access (like when waiting for a concert, or in the woods).

Do you save everything you write?
Nope.

Do you ever go back to an old idea long after you abandoned it?
I have before, and I will again if the top five list above is any indication.

What's your favorite thing that you've written?
It's Raining, It's Pouring.

What's everyone else's favorite thing that you've written?
Simon really likes March Into the Sea. I don't know about anyone else. Crossing Parallels probably has the most fans.

Do you ever show people your work?
Just my closest confidants, until it's finished.

Who's your favorite constructive critic?
Simon, I guess, though I have a hard time with any kind of criticism.

Did you ever write a novel?
I'm trying.

Have you ever written fantasy, sci-fi, or horror?
Fantasy is a yes. Horror is a 'maybe soon?' Sci-Fi... I don't think so? Unless (like Simon) you could Star Wars fic.

Ever written romance or teen angsty drama?
Uh. It'd be a pretty special kind of romance. But yes, I have written angsty drama before, and I was a teen at the time.

What's one genre you have never written, and probably never will?
I couldn't say. There's always the chance.

How many writing projects are you working on right now?
SIX THOUSAND AND FOUR.

Do you want to write for a living?
Yes. I have wanted to be an author and/or playwright for as long as I can remember.

Have you ever won an award for your writing?
I placed twice on mychemicaltest.

Have you ever written something for a magazine or newspaper?
I wrote for my school paper for a while before I enjoyed Acting more.

Ever written something in script or play format?
Most definiately.

What is your favorite word?
I don't think I really have one.

Do you ever write based on yourself?
Sometimes. The stuff I'm most known for is drastic AU shit, though.

Which of your characters most resembles you?
Frank was/is my self-insert (of a fashion) in My Chem. He usually speaks for me (except for when Ray is). Hailee and Gabriel from Transce each had traits based on me.

Where do you get ideas for your characters?
They introduce themselves to me :P

Do you ever write based on your dreams?
Not really. My dreams are very disjointed and confusing and not usually fic-inspiring at all.

Do you prefer happy endings, sad endings, or cliff-hangers?
I like plot twists, and endings at the beginning. I'm a Tarantino fan.

Have you ever written anything based on an artwork you've seen?
Not yet.

Are you concerned with spelling and grammar as you write?
I tend to correct what Word points out as a write. But my grammar is.. unique.

Does music help you write?
YES YES YES a thousand times. I mean, look at my top-five. Two of them are based on Modest Mouse music. Most of my archive has titles stolen from songs I like. Music plays a very big part in the way I write.

Are people surprised and confused when they find out you write well?
This question is really really dumb.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-08-05T19:20:00

2008-08-05T23:20:11Z

Another half-baked fic idea, this one has actually been an interest of mine for years thanks to Alvin Schwartz's Scary Stores to Tell in the Dark trilogy, specifically the story "What is Going On Here?" in the third book.

Just putting it out there. I like to have my fic ideas written down here and there.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-27T06:53:00

2008-07-27T10:53:38Z

Last night, something gripped me with fierce claws and refused to let go until I tossed down fucking six thousand words worth of fic.

So.

If you care about My Chem, Taking Back Sunday, Cowboys and/or AU fanfiction, go read the Prologue to Back in the Saddle on butyoumight

:DDD

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-22T15:20:00

2008-07-22T19:20:50Z

I know I've done this meme before, just recently in fact, but I am so frustrated with myself muse-wise recently that I'm doing it again, only with all of the main characters in the Round-Up fic because I need the muse.

1. Choose ~~up to three~~ however many of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.

Now I've already done Jewbano, so we have-
Gerard
Adam
Frank
Bob
Ray

1.Who are you?
Gerard: Gerard Way.
Adam: *big grin* Adam Lazzara, but my friends just call me Adam. You can just call me Adam too.
Frank: Frank Anthony Thomas Iero, Jr.
Bob: Robert Bryar.
Ray: Uh, Ray Toro?

2.What do you look like?
Gerard: Fat and unhappy.
Adam: You're not fat, Gee.
Gerard: *scowls* Unhappy, then.
Adam: I think he's pretty.
Gerard: What about you, then?
Adam: I'm fucking gorgeous. Obviously.
Frank: I've got a lot of tattoos and a tan. And I guess I'm kinda short.
Bob: Blond, blue eyes, beard. Nothing special.
Ray: Tall. Hair.

3.How old are you? disclaimer: I need to figure out their ages still, so chances are Matt's age in the previous meem was WRONGO.
Gerard: Twenty-two.
Adam: Same as him. We graduated together, his mom was so fucking excited...
Frank: Twenty-one.
Bob: Twenty-three.
Ray: Twenty-three.

4.Do you have any special abilities?
Gerard: I'm an artist.
Adam: I'm a bullfighter, man. I'm made of special abilities.
Frank: I dunno, I don't think it's really a special ability...
Adam: It's a special ability.
Frank: I dunno...
Adam: He's a fucking good barrel racer.
Frank: Aw, now...
Adam: But he thinks it makes him girly.
Frank: Jerk.
Bob: I'm with Frank. It's not special like a super power or something. Just. *looks at Frank* About a hundred years too late, is all.
Ray: *laughs at Bob, hiding behind his hair* I guess I'm pretty good at riding bridleless.
Adam: Pretty good? He's the best I've ever seen that wasn't Native.

5.Any special weapons?
Gerard: My fucking fist?
Adam: Gerard, will you stop bitchin'?
Gerard: I'm being fucking interviewed by some faceless cu-
Adam: Language, Gerard.
Gerard: *growls*
Adam: Aaaaanyway. All my limbs are my weapons.
Frank: It's just me and my horse, usually.
Bob: Just rope.
Frank: Kinky.
Bob: Not so much.
Ray: Skillets of fajita? Christ, I hate my job.

6.What's your current XP level?
Gerard: Oooh!
Adam: *claps a hand over his mouth* We don't have time for all of that.
Gerard: *scowls*
Frank: *stares blankly*
Bob: *stares blankly*
Ray: *stares blankly*

7.What's your height?
Gerard: I don't know. Fucking. 5'8" or some shit.
Adam: Six thousand fucking feet.
Gerard: You are ridiculous.
Frank: Taller than Rubano, that's for damn sure.
Bob: 5'10"ish.
Ray: 6'2" plus hair.

8.Are you a virgin?
Gerard: Uh. No. Surprisingly.
Adam: *claps Gerard on the back* We traded virginities.
Gerard: !!! ADAM. Don't tell them that!
Adam: Why not? We were young and hopeful and stupid but at least we used protection.
Frank: I've had a few drunken encounters.
Bob: No.
Ray: Uhh. No. *hides behind his hair*

9.Do you have any kids?
Gerard: *laughs. and laughs some more* You think I'm that kind of a fag?
Adam: *pouts at Gerard a bit* I've thought about it. I'm definiately not ready yet, but it's a big life.
Frank: Nope.
Bob: Not that I know of...
Ray: Definitely not.

10.What's your favorite food?
Gerard: Sushi.
Adam: Getting all classy on us?
Gerard: Fuck you, get out of Pendleton every now and again and you'll see.
Adam: I like Pendleton!
Gerard: I know.
Adam: I like goin' up to Elvis's. They have some fucking good chicken.
Frank: I dunno, I eat what Mrs. Way cooks for the most part. On my own, I stick with fast food.
Bob: *glances at Ray, clears his throat* I like Mazatlan's fajitas...
Ray: You and everyone else in the city.

11.Have you killed anyone?
Gerard: In my comic.
Adam: *eyes Gerard* Uh, no. Can't say I have.
Frank: No way.
Bob: Nope.
Ray: No.
Adam: Have you ever killed me in your comic, Gerard?
Gerard: It's not that kind of a comic.

12.Do you hate anyone?
Gerard: I fucking hate whoever came up with rodeos in the first place.
Adam: Well, Gee--
Gerard: Do not even start up about rodeo history with me, Adam. I will punch you right in the nuts.
Adam: *closes his mouth*
Frank: I've hated a few in my time, but I like to think I'm getting along pretty well these days.
Bob: I tend to believe in karma and stuff like that...
Ray: I'd apply 'hate' to the relations between me and some customers.

13.Have any secrets?
Adam: *stares at Gerard*
Gerard: *looks at Adam* I'm not going to say I like the Round-Up, Adam, so you can get that fucking wounded puppy look off your face.
Adam: *pouts*
Gerard: I really hate that fucking rodeo. That's no secret.
Adam: *really loud* I HATE MY BEST FRIEND BECAUSE HE DOES NOT EMBRACE HIS TRUE COWBOY NATURE.
Gerard: *eye roll*
Adam: Also, he's totally gay for his horse.
Gerard: Shut up!
Adam: *smug grin*
Frank: I'm a pretty open book.
Bob: *glances at Ray again* I've got a secret or two.
Ray: Not really.

14.Do you love anyone?
Gerard: I love my grandma, my parents, and even my brother sometimes.
Adam: And he loves me.
Gerard: But not like that.
Adam: Not anymore. But I'm kind of hard to get over, you know.
Gerard: And what about you?
Adam: I love everybody, man.
Frank: Not in the way you're asking, I don't think.
Bob: *glances at Ray* Uh. I don't know.
Ray: I'm still trying to work out how I feel about myself most days, to be honest.

15.So... Are you hot?
Gerard: *laughs. so very hard.*
Adam: Fucking right I am.
Frank: Fairly.
Bob: No.
Ray: Not according to me.

16.Boy or girl?
Gerard: I'm a guy...
Adam: He looks awful good in drag, though.
Gerard: Oh my god, Adam.
Adam: Oh yeah, another one of those secrets you don't have. My bad.
Frank: I'm a boy.
Bob: Male.
Ray: Yeah, I think we're all male.
Adam: Frank's only half boy.
Frank: Oh, fuck you.
Adam: You barrel race.
Frank: Boys barrel race!
Adam: No, Boy barrel races. You.
Frank: *flips him off*

17.What do you do to relax?
Gerard: Read. Draw. You know.
Adam: Play a bit of guitar. Fucking tease Mikes and Nate mercilessly.
Frank: I don't have too much time for relaxing, but I'll take Bela out on a leisure ride occasionally.
Bob: I'm a big fan of food. I like to go out to eat.
Ray: *looking at Adam* I play guitar too...
Adam: We should play together sometime.
Ray: That'd be cool.
Bob: *glances at Ray*

18.There's a person who's teasing you; what could you do?
Gerard: Kiss Adam. That usually shuts them up.
Adam: *laughs and claps Gerard on the back* That's the Gerard I knew from High School. What has New York done to you?
Gerard: Fuck off.
Frank: Kick them right in the fucking dick. I don't take kindly to being teased.
Bob: I don't think I've been teased since I was five years old.
Ray: Spit in their fucking food. I'm not above it.

19.Let’s say you have a person who you really care about but she/ he doesn’t know about your feelings. How do you tell her/him?
Gerard: Let things run their natural course. If you try to force your feelings to move to quickly, you end up throwing up in your best friends parent's bathroom.
Adam: I think that was just you, Gee.
Gerard: Well, you know..
Frank: Just tell them.
Bob: *glances at Ray, looks at the floor* I don't know. Whatever.
Ray: It depends on the situation, I guess.

20.Do you like your maker?
Gerard: What kind of fucked up question is that?
Adam: I'm down.
Frank: I'm a Darwinist.
Bob: Me too.
Ray: I guess I'm with Adam on this one.
Frank: And the lines are drawn...
Adam: *laughs*

21.Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Gerard: Little brother Mikey.
Adam: My brother Nate's Mikey's age. They're kinda like us, only not gay.
Gerard: It's weirding me out, to be honest.
Frank: I'm an only child.
Bob: Me too.
Ray: I've got an older brother, Lou. He lives in Florida, though.

22.What is your job?
Gerard: I'm still in school, but things are looking good for an internship next year.
Adam: I glide by most of the year, then I live like a fucking king all through September. I'm a rodeo clown, baby.
Gerard: He's gonna get himself killed one day.
Adam: No way, man, I'm too fucking good.
Frank: I work for the Ways mostly. I also
Adam: BARREL RACE.
Frank: I'm a pretty good barrel racer.
Bob: I'm a calf roper by trade, and if I ever found anybody to team rope with... *glances at Ray*
Ray: Your friendly not-Mexican waiter at Mazatlan.
Adam: You're not friendly.
Ray: I'm totally friendly.
Adam: You are always in the worst mood every time I go there.
Ray: You're not allowed to order of the children's menu, Adam.
Adam: Jaime lets me.
Ray: Jaime thinks you're cute.
Adam: You don't think I'm cute?
Ray: You can't order off the children's menu. End of story.
Adam: He's a fucking jerk.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-21T07:01:00

2008-07-21T11:01:30Z

I can has fic idea?

Between the weird sensory perception of waking up confued and cold in a hospital bed I experienced several times this morning, and my personal preoccupation with skewed mental states and conditions (particularly amnesia)...

Normally it's Frank, for me, when I write a fic like this.

But... Well.

It would be MOAR SAD if it were someone else.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-18T23:42:00

2008-07-19T03:42:55Z

So Simon and I finally watched The Black Parade is Dead.

Dear Gerard;

What you're doing there? I'm seeing it. Keep it up.

-Trey

Dear Frank;

Oh Fuck Face. Is it September yet?"

-Trey

Dear Ray;

Your thighs. My bed. NOW. Please.

-Trey

Dear Mikey;

Why so sexy? When did that even happen? Glad to see married life agrees with you, porn king. Christ.

-Trey

Dear Bob;

FUCK. FUCK. JESUS FUCK. NOM NOM NOM NOM.

-Trey

Dear James;

*drools* Thank you so much for being alive. O.O

-Trey

I know. I'm drunk, what do you expect?

I also miss concerts WICKED FUCKING BAD. It's making me crazy, tbh. Is it September yet? srsly.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-18T18:02:00

2008-07-18T22:02:55Z

stolen from dearmisswhite. My answers will probably not be as lolarious as hers.

1. Choose up to three of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.

I chose:
-Remy McLeod (pre-Embrace)
-Gabriel Santiago-Reis
-Cowboy!Matt Rubano

1.Who are you?
Remy: Remy. Uh, Remy McLeod. I was born Remy Knezevic.
Gabriel: I go by Gabe.
Matt: *tips hat* Matthew Rubano, at your service.

2.What do you look like?
Remy: oh, I don't know. Kind of silly, I guess.
Gabriel: Tall.
Matt: I'm kinda small, but that's a good thing in my line o' work. Plus, what I lack in height, you know I make up in strength.

3.How old are you?
Remy: 23 last month.
Gabriel: You don't want to make that your business.
Matt: Twenty Five next March.

4.Do you have any special abilities?
Remy: Uh. I guess I'm a pretty good artist.
Gabriel: *crosses arms, growing increasingly uncomfortable* Chimerstry, Fortitude, Animalism.
Matt: Well, I do ride bulls.

5.Any special weapons?
Remy: *laughs nervously* Just my computer, ma'am.
Gabriel: *pats his holster*
Matt: I throw a mean lariat.

6.What's your current XP level?
Remy: *giggles* Christ, I haven't played D&D in ages.
Gabriel: *raises an eyebrow*
Matt: What now?

7.What's your height?
Remy: 5'4"
Gabriel: 6'2"
Matt: *frowns a bit* 5'2"

8.Are you a virgin?
Remy: *blushes bright bright red* n-n-no. not anymore.
Gabriel: No.
Matt: That's gettin' a little personal, darlin'.

9.Do you have any kids?
Remy: I would really really like too.
Gabriel: Uh. No.
Matt: *laughs* Honey, I'm in my prime! I don't have time to settle down.

10.What's your favourite food?
Remy: Oh, I don't know. I don't eat out much.
Gabriel: *raises an eyebrow again*
Matt: Gimme a Mazatlan menu and twenty minutes.

11.Have you killed anyone?
Remy: *eyes go dark, looks at floor, small voice* Yes.
Gabriel: Yes.
Matt: Uh, no.

12.Do you hate anyone?
Remy: *shifts awkwardly* No, not... really.
Gabriel: I could probably name a few.
Matt: Hate's a pretty strong word.

13.Have any secrets?
Remy: *laughs nervously* With Mister Frost around? Hardly.
Gabriel: My fair share.
Matt: I'm open as a book. Or somethin' like that.

14.Do you love anyone?
Remy: *blushes again, makes a :3 face* Ryan. Also, my brother.
Gabriel: *growls a bit* Yes. And it's my business.
Matt: *shrugs one shoulder* I'm young, yet.

15.So... Are you hot?
Remy: *laughs. So hard.*
Gabriel: *eye roll* I'm technically a corpse. You tell me.
Matt: *fans himself with his hat* I like to think so.

16.Boy or girl?
Remy: Boy.
Gabriel: Male.
Matt: 100% certified all American boy.

17.What do you do to relax?
Remy: You know, read. Draw.
Gabriel: I shoot pool.
Matt: I like to take a nice ride in the hills, you know. It's gorgeous at night.

18.There's a person who's teasing you; what could you do?
Remy: Just ignore it. They'll stop eventually.
Gabriel: I don't. Get. Teased.
Matt: Beat the ever-loving shit out of them. You think I wear these boots for my health? Well, I do, but that's beside the point.

19.Let’s say you have a person who you really care about but she/ he doesn’t know about your feelings. How do you tell her/him?
Remy: Oh, oh, I don't know. I guess. I don't know. I probably don't tell them. Let them make the first move. That way no one gets hurt.
Gabriel: I don't have to tell them. They'll know when they need too.
Matt: Ask 'em out for a drink, maybe to dinner if I've got some cash to spare.

20.Do you like your maker?
Remy: I loved my birth parents dearly.
Gabriel: Piece of shit.
Matt: My what now? Like, 'meet your maker' type maker? God type maker? God's alright.

21.Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Remy: I have a brother, Luka.
Gabriel: Only my brothers and sisters in the pack.
Matt: Single child here.

22.What is your job?
Remy: I used to work at a publishing house as a secretary type deal. But I guess I'm just a graphic novelist now. The struggling kind.
Gabriel: Professional Ass Kicking. I also dabble in sharking and picking pockets.
Matt: Aside from the work I do for Mister and Missus Way, I'm a Professional Bull Rider, and I got the trophies to prove it.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-15T15:48:00

2008-07-15T19:48:34Z

The one who seduced you and fucked you over and broke your heart in a million pieces and laughed about it:
I'm gonna get flames and shit for this, but probably Green Day. Not only did I get into them 'too late' to be a 'real fan' by RL standards, but I had to watch the bandom decline like a decrepit cripple.

The old flame you don't see very often anymore but whom you still really enjoy getting together with for a few drinks and maybe a pleasant nostalgic romp in the sheets:
*NSYNC. Oh, oh lawd.

The mysterious dark gothy one whom you used to sit up with talking until 3 a.m. at weird coffeehouses and with whom you were quite smitten until you realized he really was fucking crazy:
My Chemical Romance. WHAT? They are fucking crazy.

The one you spent a whole weekend in bed with and who drank up all your liquor, and whom you'd still really like to fuck again although you're relieved he doesn't actually live in town:
Simon's right. The Network is like. Self Explanatory.

The steady:
The Beatles.

The alluring strangers whom you've flirted with at parties but have never gotten really serious with:
Elliott Smith, Modest Mouse, Regina Spektor, Cake. All four of these. I should be writing fic, but I am not.

The one you hang out with and have vague fantasies about maybe having a thing with but ultimately you're just good buddies 'cause the friendship is there but the chemistry ain't:
Mindless Self Indulgence. I keep thinking about writing fic, but it's really more about the music for me.

The one your friends keep introducing you to and who seems like a hell of a cool guy except it's never really gone anywhere:
Envy on the Coast. LOLOLOLOL.

The one who's slept with all your friends, and you keep looking at him and thinking, "him? how the hell did he land all these cool babes/bois?"
I'm gonna have to go with popular opinion here and say Panic! at the Disco.

The one your friend has fallen for like a ton of bricks and whom she keeps babbling to you about on the phone for hours, and you'd be happy for her except you just know it's going to end badly:
Actually, Reggie and the Full Effect. I DARE YOU TO ASK FOR AN EXPLANATION.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-13T05:06:00

2008-07-13T09:06:30Z

Weird Meme.

Go to your info page and find the seventh name listed on your friends list. Go to their info page. Find the seventh name on their friends list. Repeat until you are seven LJs from your own. (If you come across someone who doesn't have seven friends or the seventh friend is a journal you have already visited on this trip, randomly pick another name and continue).

1- backinblack
2- allyoops
3- _toiletseatgirl
4- angelamaria
5- antigonist
6- alvanista
7- aurturius

1)What is the title of this journal (NOT the user name)?
Shindjubee?
2)How many communities does this person belong to?
55
3)List any interests you share in common with this user.
none
4)List any friends you have in common with this user.
none
5)Where does this user live?
Doesn't Say.
6)What is the seventh sentence in this user's most recent journal entry?
only five sentences on their FO post. XD;
7)What is the first sentence in this user's seventh most recent journal entry?
Ah, Kingdom Hearts.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-12T21:42:00

2008-07-13T01:42:48Z

I'm now a member of the I'm Gay for Wall-E club.

Do we get membership cards?

I need an icon at least.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-11T19:00:00

2008-07-11T23:00:20Z

Characters I Will Be Making for V:tM RP

-Diego Miguel Perez (rep: Matt Cortez), 16, illegal Mexican immigrant, Ghoul to Gabriel
-Seraphim [Sera] Destiny Rossi (rep: Lyn-Z), Hippie Parents, Oregon bred, Ghoul to Julien and Eden, Luka's GIIIIIIRLFRIEND

Characters Wot I Would Like To Make for V:tM RP
-Unnamed Independent Ghoul (rep: Agyness), former slave and blood doll to a Tzimisce, and physically genderless
-Unnamed Follower of Set (rep: Terrence Howard)
-Native American Gangrel?

Conclusion
I have no life.

Son of Edit
MELANIE YOU NEED TO COME PLAY VAMPYRES WIF US.

Movie Meme!

2008-07-09T21:37:22Z

Stolen from tevatron.

Here's Entertainment Weekly's list of the top movies of the last 25 years. Go through their list and BOLD the ones you have seen, ITALICIZE those you love/would watch over and over again, STRIKE OUT those you dislike strongly or really would rather never see again.

1. Pulp Fiction (1994)
2. The Lord of the Rings trilogy (2001-03)
3. Titanic (1997)
4. Blue Velvet (1986)
5. Toy Story (1995)
6. Saving Private Ryan (1998)
7. Hannah and Her Sisters (1986)
8. The Silence of the Lambs (1991)
9. Die Hard (1988)
10. Moulin Rouge (2001)
11. This Is Spinal Tap (1984)
12. The Matrix (1999)
13. GoodFellas (1990)
14. Crumb (1995)
15. Edward Scissorhands (1990)
16. Boogie Nights (1997)
17. Jerry Maguire (1996)
18. Do the Right Thing (1989)
19. Casino Royale (2006)
20. The Lion King (1994)
21. Schindler's List (1993)
22. Rushmore (1998)
23. Memento (2001)
24. A Room With a View (1986)
25. Shrek (2001)
26. Hoop Dreams (1994)
27. Aliens (1986)
28. Wings of Desire (1988)
29. The Bourne Supremacy (2004)
30. When Harry Met Sally... (1989)
31. Brokeback Mountain (2005)
32. Fight Club (1999)
33. The Breakfast Club (1985)
34. Fargo (1996)
35. The Incredibles (2004)
36. Spider-Man 2 (2004)
~~37. Pretty Woman (1990)~~
38. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
39. The Sixth Sense (1999)
40. Speed (1994)
41. Dazed and Confused (1993)
42. Clueless (1995)
43. Gladiator (2000)
44. The Player (1992)
45. Rain Man (1988)
46. Children of Men (2006)
47. Men in Black (1997)
48. Scarface (1983)
~~49. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000)~~
50. The Piano (1993)
51. There Will Be Blood (2007)
52. The Naked Gun: From the Files of Police Squad (1988)
53. The Truman Show (1998)
54. Fatal Attraction (1987)
55. Risky Business (1983)
56. The Lives of Others (2006)
57. There's Something About Mary (1998)
58. Ghostbusters (1984)
59. L.A. Confidential (1997)
60. Scream (1996)
61. Beverly Hills Cop (1984)
62. sex, lies and videotape (1989)
63. Big (1988)
64. No Country For Old Men (2007)
~~65. Dirty Dancing (1987)~~
66. Natural Born Killers (1994)
67. Donnie Brasco (1997)
68. Witness (1985)
69. All About My Mother (1999)
70. Broadcast News (1987)
71. Unforgiven (1992)
72. Thelma & Louise (1991)
73. Office Space (1999)
74. Drugstore Cowboy (1989)
75. Out of Africa (1985)
76. The Departed (2006)
77. Sid and Nancy (1986)
78. Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
79. Waiting for Guffman (1996)
80. Michael Clayton (2007)
81. Moonstruck (1987)
82. Lost in Translation (2003)
83. Evil Dead 2: Dead by Dawn (1987)
84. Sideways (2004)
85. The 40 Year-Old Virgin (2005)
86. Y Tu Mamá También (2002)
87. Swingers (1996)
88. Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery (1997)
89. Breaking the Waves (1996)
90. Napoleon Dynamite (2004)
91. Back to the Future (1985)
92. Menace II Society (1993)
93. Ed Wood (1994)
94. Full Metal Jacket (1987)
95. In the Mood for Love (2001)
96. Far From Heaven (2002)
97. Glory (1989)
98. The Talented Mr. Ripley (1999)
~~99. The Blair Witch Project (1999)~~
100. South Park: Bigger Longer & Uncut (1999)

Seen: 44/100
Dislike: 4/44
Love: 28/44

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-08T16:52:00

2008-07-08T20:52:21Z

I don't know wtf is up with my meme'ing lately, but I don't want to think about anything specific ever again.

Who was the last person to send you a message?
e-mail: LJ
text: Lexie

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than an hour ?
Lexie.

Where is one place that you'd like to visit?
Pittsburgh pls.

Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with C?
Uhhhh. I don't think so, no.

What was the last piece of clothing you bought?
Hahahaha. Uh. Bathing suit, I think.

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I prefer dark hair on my partner(s).

Who is your number one on myspace and why?
Simon because he's my fiancé.

Whose graduation will you be attending next?
IDK. Most of my friends are past high school. Probably Maria's ;P

What sport do you watch the most?
I don't.

Last person you ditched class with?
Ha. I guess technically Patrick.

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
Oh No, definitely not. ;P

Do you like the majority of the people you go to school with?
I don't go to school anymore.

How is your room looking?
Cluttered as usual but not as messy as it can be, 'cause Simon's mom cleaned it this morning.

Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
Not my whole body, but I've had one on my shoulders so bad that I didn't want to get up.

Do you hate your ex's?
I don't think I would even if I had any.

Do you toss & turn for hours at night or fall right to sleep?
Some mornings. It's worse on days off, which is weird. But sometimes before work I just. Won't fall asleep. My brain will refuse to shut off. I hate it.

Have you ever used a bow and arrow?
I want too!

Has anyone ever hung up on you?
Uh. rude people over wrong numbers (it goes both ways, fuckers). I've gotten calls dropped a lot more than hang ups though. which is equally frustrating to me.

If you had to choose between going on a cruise to the Bahamas for a week or move to Florida which would you choose?
I'd probably still move to florida regardless of recent events, but it would be a lot further north and near where my nieces and nephew live. I think I would get sick on a cruise.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Uh. Fucking nothing. I have nothing going on even remotely until the first week in September.

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
You'd have to ask Simon that.

Do you fall for people easily?
On a superficial level, at times. But like, true love is pretty rare. I am shocked enough that I have twice as much as the average person.

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
About ten seconds ago when he asked me what I was doing.

Do you live with both your parents?
I live with both of my soon-to-be Parents-in-Law.

What is it you truly want right now?
Pittsburgh pls.

Do you have any siblings?
Quite a few. O.O

Can you go on myspace from work/school?
Not from work, don't go to school, don't really go on MySpace at home either XD

Where were you at 9pm Friday night?
Urh. Probably napping tbh. XD

Do you laugh at all the wrong times?
Um, only all the time.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
I do.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
I guess an optimist would say 'I woke up'. As I am a pessimist, fucking nothing has happened to me today whatsoever, much less anything good or 'great'.

What are you excited about right now?
Fucking not much.

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Not on the phone. I don't talk on the phone for much more than maybe almost two hours, even with Lexie. But on the internet, definitely.

What’s on your bedroom floor right now?
Whole bunch of clutter. Stuff like Simon's coffin, trash can, a bottle of vinegar, GameCube, my work clothes. etc. etc.

Who’s the last person you got into an argument with?
Lawd, I don't even remember. Probably Simon over something insignificant. The fork last night? XD

Do you trust people?
I apparently trust too much.

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
HAha. Right now, Pittsburgh. Pathetic, non? Uh, in the long run, I want to live in England. Really bad. Really really bad.

Could you go a day without eating?
Yeah. Right.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Hah. Uh, no, I am near tears like. All the time.

Are you close with your mom?
I like to think so. I want to live closer to home.

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
No.

What’s your favorite season?
I'm fond of the intermediary seasons. Spring and Fall that is. Fall is gorgeous in New England, and Spring is very pretty in Oregon.

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
You mean besides me? Simon. Besides him? His mom this morning, prob.

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
Drive like a dumb fuck, PULL ME OVER FOR HAVING A DIM HEADLIGHT WTFFFF COPS. I WANT TO LIKE YOU. Uh. I'm gonna leave it there, I could be on this question all day.

Who’s the last text message you received from and what did it say?
Lexie. Uhhh. "Ryans just fucking... mad about everything. He really is."

Whats something you do a lot?
Be a big fucking douche bag? I eat a lot, how's that?

Are you in a good mood?
Not particularly, tbh.

Does the number 23 have any significance to you?
Nope.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
Not really.

Have you cried today?
About three tears, but I think those were mostly allergy related.

Honestly, are you dating 2 people?
Yes.

Do you wear make up?
Rarely. Mostly for concerts.

Are you missing someone?
Oh lawd yes.

Why is your myspace song what it is?
I don't even know what my MySpace song is right now. :P

Where was your default picture taken?
Ft. Lauderdale, FL. Meeting Frank.

What woke you up this morning?
HEAT :///

What color shirt are you wearing?
Green.

Last thing you ate?
tuna sandwich this morning. MOAR FOODS PLS.

How Tall Are You?
I think 5'3"

What brand of body lotion do you use?
I don't often, but we use a lot of Aveeno.

What color are your eyes?
Light blue.

Do you like your phone?
It's a pretty good little phone :3

Are you tan?
Hahahaha. No.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
I don't even remember. They all bleed together.

What is your natural hair color?
Toe-head blonde.

You prefer warm or cold weather?
I prefer comfortably warm, but I am not a fan of humidity in any respect.

According to your ex, you are?
Simon is my first, my last, my always. But not my only. ;P

ETA: in unrelated news, we (as in, our store, not me nor simon specifically, we were in our own departments) started setting up Back To School last night.

I officially wish I was not poor so I could go back to school.

That is all.

A LIST. Because I never ever update anymoar and that is failcakes

2008-07-08T11:12:25Z

1- Simon has gotten this idea into his head that he wants to make a comic book out of our epic ~~fail~~ awesome V:tM RP ~~crap~~ stuff (auctoritasritae for those unawares). Emo is a stupid-head and encouraging him (Thanks alot, Emo), and now it is canon that in this supposed comic universe, Logan dies. In non-comic-canon, Sebastien is a total whore and pretty much should die a slow and painful death, according to Reggie. Hogtied in the yard near day-break or something like that. Wut, Reggie, wut? srsly.

2- I had a pretty good night at work, but I came home to some pretty upsetting stuff, so now life sucks again.

3- No food in the house! Wait, there is an egg. One. wtf is that shit?

4- Want to move. Send help!

5- Reggie Reggie Reggie Reggie Reggie (not the vampire. The band. Duuuuh)

6- I miss Pendleton. I never ever in a million years thought I would actually say that. I want to make a visit home sometime before Round-Up of '09. Just saying. :/

7- ~~No food. Seriously. I am STARVING TO DEATH.~~ Grilled Cheese! There is a god, and her name is Sammi. wot wot.

8- Do want moar Nightrunner. That is, more time to read.

9- I really really for my own peace of mind need to get to ten. :[

10- Emmmmma Gabe misses Soren. >:[

did it! =D

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-07T15:19:00

2008-07-07T19:19:49Z

Meme stolen from a few places on mah flist.

You know how sometimes people on your friend's list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think ".... Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? since when..?" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information?.. but you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you *should* already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.
Please do elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration! One-Word-Answers never help anyone out, :)
blah blah blah.

1. First Name: Janette, but I go by Trey pretty much 95% of the time.

2. Age: 21

3. Location: Berlin, NH

4. Occupation: Department 90 Overnight Stocker at Wal-Mart in Gorham, NH

5. Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Married/Significant Other?: Simon Fink/fiancé (and then some...)

6. Kids: Maybe one day...

7. Brothers/Sisters: I'm the youngest of five. My eldest sister lives in Washington, I have no idea where my only brother currently is, my next older sister is in West Virginia as far as I know, and then my closest sister lives in Oregon. That's not to mention my five step-siblings, no idea where all they live.

8. Pets: Two cats belonging primarily to me and Simon (Frank and Gerard), two cats belonging to the house at large (Serilious and Merlin).

9. List the 3-5 biggest/most exciting things going on in your life:
-Anticipation for Reggie/LM tour.
-work work work work work :/
-reading Nightrunner
-hopefully moving in as little as ten weeks?

10. Where and for what did you go to school?:
I spent a year at Southern Oregon University, I was going to double major in Theatre emphasis performance and Composition emphasis creative writing. Then I spent term at Eastern Oregon University planning on majoring in Script Writing.

11. Parents? What do they do, where do they live, are you close?:
My mom lives with her husband in Pendleton, OR. She is effectively retired, and he owns a roofing company. My dad lives with his wife in Wasilla, AK. He fixes hospital machines, and she is retired. My moms are older than my dads. I don't know why that is. XD I am closer to my mom than to my dad, but between working weird hours and the three hour time difference and my illness of late, I haven't spoken to my mom as frequently as I would like.

12. Who are some of your closest friends?:
Simon, Lexie, and Saundra are probably my three best friends. I am also terribly fond of Emma and Melanie. :B And I miss the dickens out of Nicole and Heather.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-05T11:56:00

2008-07-05T15:56:07Z

I can't make an exact count because I don't have the energy, but I would hazard a guess towards twenty or more mosquito bites. After just a day and a half at camp. :///

And they all itch. Half of them are swollen. Can you be allergic to mosquito bites? Like, not deathly I NEED ANTIHISTAMINE OR I MIGHT DIE allergy, but just like. Swelling and joint pain allergic?

It itches too. ohmygawd. And there's no hot water. :///

ETA: This ASPCA commercial (That has been on twice so far since I turned on the TV about an hour and a half ago) is way too sad. It made me cry. Like. No joke. Why is it on Comedy Central?!

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-03T12:30:00

2008-07-03T16:30:53Z

MEME ABOUT FUCKING said Lexie. I said "why not?"

1) List 10 5 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions. I don't even think there are ten people TOTAL on this earth that I'd fuck without asking questions.
(2) Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them. (10 5 - 1, 1 is the hottest.)
(3) Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
(4) Supply photos for said people.

5- Frank Iero

First Sighting: Simon showing me the Welcome To the Black Parade rooftop performance
Hooked: About two seconds later.
He's small and hot. Piercings and Tattoos are all I need out of life.

4- Halle Berry

First Sighting: I honestly can't remember.
Hooked: X-Men
She is. So. Fucking. Hot. She is my preminent female crush, and I would do her (or let her do me) six ways from sunday. srsly.

3- Matthew Rubano

First Sighting: HAHAHA I guess technically my first RubanoSighting would be his epic starring role on Degrassi: The Next Generation lol
Hooked: Louder Now pt. 2 DVD (and later pt. 1)
I WANT HIM IN MY PANTS. FOR ONE, HE WOULD FIT. FOR TWO... HE WOULD FIT. Plus WARNING ALMOST TMI My first almost-sort-of-sex-dream was about him. But we didn't do it. He just held me in those fucking epic arms. Good enough? Yes.

2- James Dewees

First Sighting: Cursory Google Image Search upon learning of his status as My Chem's keyboardist.
Hooked: While he was getting steadily more sexy to me as time progressed, I truly decided I wanted to fuck him at Madison Square Garden.
FUCK FUCK FUCK HE IS SO FUCKING HOT There are no other words. Fuuuuuck I would let him do whatever he wanted to do to me.

1- Ringo Starr

First Sighting: A Hard Day's Night
Hooked: Help!
I don't have to explain this one, do I? I will say that the offer still stands to current day!Ringo because fuck me. the man is still so hot.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-07-02T07:36:00

2008-07-02T11:36:13Z

So. I can think of one person on my flist that will like. Be pleased by this post. I mean, Simon doesn't count.

I'm reading Nightrunner.

I like Alec.

Someone make me iconz.

That is all.

oneandonlytrey @ 2008-06-27T12:26:00

2008-06-27T16:26:17Z

Aaaaaaand guess who's got her first legal hangover?

Either that or I'm just sick again. Hah. My life. It rules.